And so it goes...
Going deeper and deeper, yes, though this time instead of going down I'm going up, higher and higher, I feel my wings, pure white wings spread as I ascend. I'm there for a while... discussing with my mind whether I should follow the usual path of going down or stay up. Surrender... Heart and Intuition win. I stay up, surrendered in the flow. Suddenly I physically abruptly bend my body in half, and lay my head on my knees while sitting on a chair. I feel a lot going on. Physically bending I feel tall, non-human-like tall. I stay there for a while asking for all kinds of upgrades, activations, alignments, updates... All allowed, whatever needs done. I feel it is time to go up again and so I sit upright straight away, with my head bent backwards, facing up. I feel the wings again, and this time the Teacher's words come to mind "Spread your Light", so I decide to spread it within the room, I feel I am out of my physical body and spreading sprinkles of Light, walking on the inner part of the circle, flowing energies to everyone whom I pass. "But... my physical body..." I get suddenly worried. "Surrender". Steps to surrender as learned the previous night:
1. I know nothing
2. Thy will be done
3. I create everything in my experience...
The first 2 especially important here. Done, no longer worried, let go, and continue spreading the Light. Merging back with the physical body I take 3 deep breaths through the Heart and blow the purified energies from the Heart across the room. I ask my energies to be purified, in case there's anything "mind-like" going out. "Unicorn help", ask and it is given... Things done in the room for now.
I shoot up, super speed, up and up, my wings are there again. Svadhistana and Manipura areas tighten again. "It's ok, surrender, let it go. Thy will be done" I repeat to myself. I let go again. I go through a portal of sorts. Travelling at the super velocity I reach a familiar place. I've seen it, I've visited it, I've lived there. It was/is my home. One of them at least. [Time does not happen as we know it, so it might as well be my home now. Never too many homes I have always felt].
I reach the planet, with bright stone paths and lush green hanging gardens dotted with fountains of fresh water, and aqueduct-like on-ground water-bearing structures. The place is empty though. No "living/walking" Beings. I feel myself becoming a Unicorn. My mind resists for a while "no I can't be... an Angel now... never seen yourself a Unicorn before, so probably you're making this up". It's all imagination. This is how we communicate with the World. I feel strong, I look at myself and see muscular chest, pure white, with front hoofed legs just beneath it. I surrender again. My role is to bring Life to this place again, to renew it alike Spring coming to a frozen, sleepy land. I run a circle with my newly-acquired Unicorn body, activating the place with sparkly magical energies coming out of my Unicorn horn. The physical centre of my head is on fire!! Throbbing and tingling - yeehaa! Closing the circle I hear and see Children.. All happy, coming to me, and there are more and more. I hear them laughing and playing. The place is suddenly filled with children, only children, no adults. Joy and excitement are the atmosphere. I stay with the children for a while. Just BE-ing, just enjoying their company, just like they enjoy mine. I smile just as a Unicorn would :] My Heart is so full that it's flooding my eyes with physical tears. My work here is done now. It's time to leave.
I again go up, jump up, maybe a Unicorn land this time? No, Orion comes into my awareness. Orion? No, I want a Unicorn land. "Let go and surrender". Ok, fine. Orion let it be. I feel myself changing shape again, I instantly become a baby, rounded up as if in a womb. I have birthed onto Orion. The planet is divided, dark and light. I am born on the side of the light, I see myself existing very close to the light/dark border though. I know that I am to shine my Light, lead the way for others and at the same time allow the dark integration. I feel like a Christ, I allow the dark to seemingly flood the light side of the planet, and so myself as well. Acceptance and allowance is the key. The Light shines through and I see myself a Christ-like Being standing in the middle of the planet, bigger than the planet itself, spreading my arms across both sides that are now fused with each other. Dark is transmuted, accepted. Dark is Light and Light is Dark. Balance is being created. I see the transmutation process still occurring. Should I not let one transmute into another? Should there not be a bit of "bad" and a bit of "good"? An answer comes... "Yes" I am thinking to myself, "I am aware and accepting the dark, but since I am able to choose my focus I hereby bring my attention to the Light." [3rd step to surrender "I am the creator". It might be I chose other points of focus in other times/lives/planes. All that matters is what I choose in this moment, what I experience in this NOW]. It is time to go. The work will continue without my conscious physical awareness of it. [Energy ROCKS!!].
I fly down Superman style. "Any words, thoughts, ideas?" I hear the Teacher's soft quiet voice. Yes, I feel familiar energies blending with mine, coming closer. Ok, I'm ready to speak if asked. No, no speaking. Ok, that is fine. I'm getting a short message anyway. "Create according to your dreams and desires". I take it desires of the Heart, of the Higher Self, the Soul... Dreams and Desires that make your Heart sing...
Energies run along the right side of my face, as if gently trickling down from the top, especially close to my temples. Could be energies of the [physical] Being to the right?
Takes me a while to open my eyes. Looks like I was wearing a necklace (energetic one). I would like to get a crystal necklace. I'll know the one when it comes into my World.
[Heartfelt Gratitude and Love for this experience to all Energies involved, physical and non-physical].
I encourage you to comment and/or share your own meditation experiences! One can get wonderful AHA moments sharing their experiences with others. Let's accelerate together! :)